[That's an elegant way of putting it, Spike. So much nicer than Sparkling tiptoeing around the truth forever, so instead he'll just settle into a comfortable middle ground.]
Quite possibly the laziest person you'll ever meet.
[...]
But also so...capable of not worrying about anything, ever. Frustratingly so, at times. He'd constantly try to urge me to relax, and to not think about everything as much and just...go with the flow. I wish it were so simple for me...
[He groans, closing his eyes.]
He was the one constant I had in my life. Always there inexplicably, no matter what.
But now...he's not. And it doesn't feel right. Like there's...
[His eyes flutter as he brings his fingertips up to rest at his sternum.]
no subject
[That's an elegant way of putting it, Spike. So much nicer than Sparkling tiptoeing around the truth forever, so instead he'll just settle into a comfortable middle ground.]
Quite possibly the laziest person you'll ever meet.
[...]
But also so...capable of not worrying about anything, ever. Frustratingly so, at times. He'd constantly try to urge me to relax, and to not think about everything as much and just...go with the flow. I wish it were so simple for me...
[He groans, closing his eyes.]
He was the one constant I had in my life. Always there inexplicably, no matter what.
But now...he's not. And it doesn't feel right. Like there's...
[His eyes flutter as he brings his fingertips up to rest at his sternum.]
...it's empty, here.